Hello, my name is Allison. I'm a 27 y/o biological male TG. I have always felt that I was different than most, but never really knew what it was. I used to dress up in womens' clothing just for sexual reasons, until lately. I have also always had a "thing" for breasts. I'm in love with them. About a year ago I was surfing the net and came across an add for Wondercream. It had warnings for male users that the growth would be permanent. This had me very excited, but it is a little expensive. I finally had enough money to order the three month program and when I was finished I had almost a B cup and was amazed. Before this I had actually considered implants. Also to try and speed the process a little, I started taking Phyto-estrogens in place of the estrogen my body doesn't produce enough of. I started wanting to wear make-up and started buying womens deodorent, body lotions, perfumes etc... Finally about a month ago (4/03) I ordered a wig and started experimenting. I would dress up around the house, practice speaking like a woman (which I have picked up pretty quickly)and studying women when I'm out to see how they move and react to different people and situations. Then about four days ago (5-16-03) I went in total drag to a Wal Mart early in the morning to see if I could pass as a female. It is only the second time I have been out in public in full dress. The first time I just drove around in my car to see if any guys would flirt and stare at me. I caught a couple of guys checking me out, but you would be amazed at how quickly they would turn their gaze when I looked over. It made me feel a little power over them. They were too scared to make eye contact with me, in fear of some sort of rejection. I drove around until it got dark (approx. 2 hours)then went home. Now back to Wal mart. I mainly did this to buy some fem clothes without feeling wierd like everybody's watching and judging me. I didn't hardly speak to anybody. When I went to the checkout, I didn't look at any one person for too long in fear they would know I was a man. The only thing I said to the cashier was thank you when she gave me my change. I left the store and took my time going home to prolong the feeling inside of me. It was a long ride anyway so I wouldn't be too close to home, since nobody but my girlfriend knows about this. When I got home I tried everythimg on and then had to hurry and clean myself off before my roommate woke up. I hated taking it all off and returning to male status. I plan to do more and will update this site as needed. This has been a big help to me. It's hard hiding your true self and being able to tell no one how you feel and hiding certain feelings around other males so they won't suspect anything. I will be adding some cool links to this site soon, so keep checking back and thank you for stopping by.